It it normal that i care so much about the time?
I have a serious need to know the time. I always havey phone on me and I get scared when it dies so don't know what time it is.
When I go to bed I check the time and I do so when I wake up. I also have an addiction to alarms so if I end up going to sleep after 1:am, I feel scared. I have a really bad deep feeling like I've done something wrong mixed with a bit of fear, I don't understand it .
The same happens when I wake after 8:30am, especially if I am still tired.
When I don't know the time or I go to bed/Wake up late I feel a deep feeling at the bottom of my stomach and I get quite panicky and end up crying a lot but I don't even know why.
I don't know if there's anyone else who feels the same way or at least understands this but it would be nice to hear someone else's view and I hope it'll help.
Thanks for taking the time to read.