Just can't stop, can't help myself, can't stop

Ever since puberty I've been doing it. I take a condom and ejaculate into it as many times as I can over a long period of time. Sometimes I hire male prostitutes to also ejaculate into this condom as well. During periods of rest I set it in the freezer. I continue doing this until it is completely filled. Then, after one last good long freeze, I shove it in my anus and allow the contents to thaw. Afterwards I guzzle down the newly thawed contents like a gogurt packet. I wait a week and repeat, no one else knows about this tendency of mine except for the men I hire. I know it's not mainstream but I wonder if I'm the only one that has a fetish like this?