Just please read below. i need help
Okay. So the thing with me is, that I have all my submissions due and not much time left. I still have to complete them and also I don't want to like really don't want to fail this year, because of my family and some other reasons. I'm under a lot of pressure and keep hyperventilating, but seriously just not do anything to make my situation even a little better. It's like I do care about the consequences and at the same time just not give a fuck to do something to make it all better. I'm even scared but at the same time I'm bored of all of it. Just doesn't make sense to me, why I'm being this way and I really need some help and advice. I just can't talk to anyone in my family because everything will get even more fucked up and nobody likes me here, also I don't have any friends that would give me the support I need. I really need help. I'm just so stupid idk wtf am I supposed to do and just why I am being this way. FUCK!