Kill for the song.
I am so weird for thinking this.. I was just hoping I'm not the only person who thinks this... There are some songs out there that have, affected my life, in a bad way. Some songs that I have played to my friends, and they've been just fine with listening to it and all that, but when I listen to them.. They make me want to kill myself. It somehow affects my brain so that I have to stop playing the song and fight against my self, to not do things I can't undo. This is not only with songs, but the series that is called '13 reasons why' is... I can't really explain it... It just doesn't, make me curious for the next tape, or, wonder what's going to happen. It makes my brain think there is nothing to live for. And I know there are people that really love me and care for me. But the fact that, I have told them about this, but they don't care. Can someone explain this to me and tell me if I need to get help or something...