Life is really boring
There is no excitement whatsoever. I can never find ways to entertain myself, and when I'm trying to do something I find somewhat entertaining, I automatically lose interest and immediately lose all motivation as soon as I start the activity. Oh, and I'm not good at half of the activities that sort of interest me, which could contribute to the sudden loss of interest in whatever I'm trying to do. I'm interested in poetry and writing, but I've tried that and ended up losing motivation in it, not to mention not even knowing how to continue the plot. I'm interested in art, but guess what? I don't know how to paint or draw. I am getting into witchcraft and I have a book on it, but whenever I start reading, I either get distracted or no longer wanna continue reading. I am interested in sewing, but not only do I not have any sewing materials, I know jackass how sew. And don't even try to say "Well practice makes perfect" because there are times when I've practiced something and I still did a shitty job at it. So there's that. The other thing is that I want to go on some kind of adventure. Do something, I don't know, crazy? Even illegal. I often get urges to do something illegal, which is probably due to me being bored all of the time. I don't know. Anyways, there's that. I am someone who's bored 24/7 and lacks motivation to do activities they're interested in, as well as can't find anything entertaining to do. Is this normal?