Living to write rather than writing to live

My life's devoted to writing, I write for the sake of expressing myself. My writing is mainly entitled 'The Truth'. It's about the truth based on my philosophies and beliefs and is often a plan to believe some other of my former beliefs and to denounce even my religions. I sometimes go on writer's block and find ways to put pen to paper by doing things. The truth of which I'm writing is often on the subject of convention and normalcy. I use tricks in writing this, by writing about how everyone else how they act is mature, that they're the collective and even use philosophy of philosophy to describe my philosophy of convention, adding that the weird aren't regular and aren't the usual, that when everyone else is average, median the weird is beyond what the normal can do, and is occasionally exceedingly unique like Jesus Christ is, that people die for their differences but almost never die for their normalness.