Meds quit working for mental issues
When I start a new drug it helps tremendously to where I can stay calm and relax and not have anxiety issues. I can just sit back and watch tv and be normal. The last thing I did was CBD which worked incredible for about 2 weeks until it stopped. 5HTP did the same thing and other drugs also. I try taking more to compensate for the tolerance but I will feel the effects but no improvement anymore. I dont know why my body does this. I believe I have brain damage I'm all fucked up. But nothing works for long.
I dont have depression anymore but my brain just goes 100mph and I cant stop thinking and my brain is so active I cant seem to think clearly. I have trouble focusing, tremendous anxiety. I start to want to be alone. And oddly enough some days I wake up and I feel completely normal. Then it comes back.