My biggest phobia

Man, is it just me, or can no one spell the word "Lose" or "Losing"?

@Devilla.....Ah okay, maybe it's just the way it's spelt here :-)

You can pray all you want,it does not amount to anything.
If you really wanna do something useful get on fucking line and find some alternative more efficient cure for my illness you bigot dumbass. Find the best doctor in the world and have him cure me for free,and if he does not want to, kidnap his children and threaten to butcher them up if I do not survive or get well. That would be something useful.
Praying,God does not exist. Miracles do not happen,the only purpose of praying is dealing with your guilty consciences cause you all know you would have been able of doing something about it if you did not happen to be so fucking concentrated about yourselves that you do not even notice if somebody around you is getting sick until the symptoms become clear even for that incompetent fucking asshole you call a doctor giving people outdated treatments and tests after leaving them all by themselves in a state of utter neglect for years and years on end. Oh no! he is gonna die! What are we gonna do now? Lets pray and keep being a bunch of wretched fools. Let's pray for his muscles to suddenly get better again out of divine will,lets praybfor his bloodcell count rpto get better because god said so,let's all just sit there,pray and hope then go to church on sunday after cleaning him out and listen to the holy gospels.
Fucking hypocrites.

KEEP PRAYING

Therapy ftw

Holy shit! I'm creeped out of that too. I seriously pray every single night that God will keep my family, my friends, and even acquaintances safe. I'm so worried that I'm not gonna be strong enough to get through the pain of losing someone I know. I mean, it's happened before, and I got through it. But I don't want it to happen again.

If you were so worried about them I'd maybe spend more time with them instead of all that praying.

^^ it's just you i say loosing too. to OP pls dont be afraid of loosing yr loved ones you are wasting time and obsessing when you should be having fun and being carefree. you cannot change the future