My life is on repeat
I just made the poll about afterlife possibilities and this post will be a side topic from that discussion.
Often I feel like I have lived this life before. Perhaps even millions of times. Each time is a little different, but each time contains moments in line with the others.
I don't always know exactly what will happen next and much of my memories of my previous existences here fades away each time, but still some memories stay intact.
So far I have died in multiple ways. I have lived to be old in many ways as well. Many people I know, I have known for millions of years. Sometimes we do not meet for generations. Sometimes they remember bits of the past as well, if you can even call a timeless existence the past.
Could it be that this life is a never ending loop? If so I could accept that. Both horrible and great things will happen each time, but nothing ever dies within their own paradox.