My social anxiety
I’m finally getting help with my anxiety that fucks me over all the time. I’m on one of these dating apps just to try and get a feel for talking to people etc. Plus everyone seems to use them if they’re single. I have found a few nice friends from it and I’m talking to someone currently I’m in to. He works at a local auction mart, there’s a sale on Tuesday night and my sister and her bf have asked if I want to go... but I don’t want too. I know my anxiety is talking because it always does this but I can’t meet him in front of all those people. I’m fine one on one plus we haven’t been speaking long plus I’ll be so shy in front of people, I can talk over text but get me in real life I go bright red etc...
So I don’t know my mum will wonder why I don’t want to go and my sister and it’s driving me crazy.
But if I tell Mum and she says go she’ll pressure me and my mind will go weird.
I just rather meet him one on one.