My soul is exhausted

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Ever since I discovered I have the ability of clairvoyance (through dreams), clairaudience, and clairsentience my soul has been depleted of all energy. "How is that possible" you might ask. Additionally a sane person might think I'm crazy and need therapy.

Let's just say that spirits go to me to "talk about their problems". Everytime I *inhales* see lights flickering, ghost orbs, have goosebumps that go from my arms to my legs, have itchy ears, notice the room colder than usual, hear a faint voice calling me, and get a vibe of "someone is watching me *exhales* Well that means spiritual activity is present. Sometimes it's a spirit wanting to chill..... that's ok and all. It's when the majority of them treat me like a therapist. This isn't so bad if it's only a few. Unfortunately it's a lot of them per day (picture Walmart on black Friday).

I would ground myself with the earth, but there's nothing but snow outside. To put my feet in the snow is bloody insane! I don't get quality sleep anymore and the demands are just too much for me at this time. Meditation only lasts 10 minutes before I sense yet another spiritual presence. I have to flat out tell some of them to fuck off! I'm just a hot mess that has barely any energy. Any advice would be appreciated

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    You need antipsychotics.

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    Ah yes, how interesting Claire is! 😄

    Psychologically, you're expending mental energy for every decision you make. Such a thing as decision fatigue exists. With me, I notice a lot of things that expend mental energy

    Spiritually, I have moments too of intuition, claircognizance. They're thoughts that consume me entirely for a moment, moments I recognize as fleeting. I experience this in other ways, but I usually use my intuition consciously.

    I mix the two basically and say they're saying very similar things, so I usually keep a track of what I should focus my attention/energy/intellect/psyche or whatever on and make assessments about what I should avoid

    Maybe if there are things you can tone down, I noticed when I'm secreting adrenaline in intense circumstances I get hyper analytical and forget social convention and make really aggressive eye contact, so when I notice the symptoms I try to blink-refresh my eyes and keep my breathing and heart rate relaxed to avoid unnecessary expenditure of mental/spiritual energy

    I also make sure to take time to mentally/spiritually assess my position in life to understand what I need to do so I can relax and feel like everything is being taken care of without worry. And I make sure to take time to just unwind mentally and let my ego take a nap. That really helps for going to sleep

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