My wife has been cheating with my brother
I found out a few months ago that my wife of 12 years has been cheating with my brother. Apparently she’s been sleeping with him for over 3 years now.
Just to give some background my wife has cheated on me throughout our marriage with multiple different men over 20 I know for a fact and I suspect a lot more that I don’t know about. She has not had to work a single day in our marriage. She had 4 kids (by 4 different men) before we got together and I’ve been the sole provider for her and the kids that don’t want or need for anything. Basically I bust my ass to provide for her and the while she just stays home and sleeps with whoever she wants.
She’s cheated on me so much that over the year’s I’ve accepted it and am actually turned on by it. She willingly sleeps with all these different men while she makes me go without sex for months. She’s got me to the point where I enjoy seeing her or knowing she’s been with another man.
Finding out she’s been sleeping with my brother (who’s also married) kinda struck a different cord. Knowing that she has that little respect for me definitely hurt at first. But as a few months have passed I’m becoming extremely turned on by it! Knowing that she could careless about my feelings or emotions as long as she’s being pleased sexually is a major turn on!
I’m willing to let her continue her relationship with my brother and any other man she wants as long as it keeps her happy. Am I crazy for allowing this? As anyone else experienced something similar