No motivation until i'm failing, iin?
I found out my GPA was so low I was about to get kicked out of college, so I figured "well, better start actually applying myself" and by the next semester I made the deans list.
I had that same motivation the beginning of this semester to try to get my cumulative GPA back up, and I got 95s and above on my exams for each class. Due to that, I'd lost my motivation. I've been getting Cs and Ds on my quizzes/exams, not doing HW etc. so now I'm motivated again to make a comeback from those bad grades.
is it normal I have to be near failing in order to feel like putting in the effort?