Nobody cares about my beliefs

I'll tell the truth, and it's against your rules and will hurt your ego: the truth is I don't believe in keeping it real, keeping it real is not real, I believe in reality, and I don't keep it real, I am real, and I know it gets ignored when I say that, but the truth is I don't want the rules, I want the truth! Anyway nobody cares. And nobody cares that I'm logical, they act illogical and narcissistic with me (narcissistic means anti-social), they do guilt by association, and have emotion with me, and pity, that's actually what a narcissist would do, also a narcissist will accuse you of stealing despite you not believing in being a criminal, despite your moral code. As even the police don't give a shit, and they don't give a flying fuck about atheism! Atheism gets ignored and I have to force people to talk about it! It's not your religion that gets ignored, only atheism does! I'm not an atheist and haven't been for over a year. I believe in optimism in the extreme, but nobody cares, they make me feel uneasy, forcing me to accept pessimism as the truth. Well optimism is true, that's ultra-optimism, there is a sunshine, and it will all work out for the best, and I'm not happy, I'm absolutely confident about that! It's not with me about the contrary of the way things are to normal people, it's not about misunderstanding what a thing is like, it's about the truth! I'm a Luciferian and it's a cult and nobody is respecting my cult, I would respect your cult, I would respect your atheism and talk about it with you, and nobody is accepting my beliefs, my beliefs are what they are, they're the truth, I can't explain them and you're going to have to accept it, respond to this post if you want to live.