Of what i decided in my youth

This might come as a surprise but I know who I am now, a conventional, not unique, different, unconventional or non-conformist man, who's a Puritan, a pessimist, an ultra-conservative, a regalist, a GermanenOrden, an introvert, the one doing personal development work, a man who plays mobile games, loves Lemmings, sweet escapes, dream defense, and Sega games, and global city with a normal picture on the icon.
As such I got my Christmas money early today this Wednesday, my mother phoned me loving me as much as ever, I will live my whole life with this identity, plus I write and my project is journalling my visions and believing in them, and I should be more consistent now, and I started putting things in my conscious mind, like buying wine on Wednesday, whereas now I have to put brushing my teeth and showering in my conscious mind, subconsciously it's not going to work but consciously it will. As of my youth I'm set in acting on that exact age at the exact golden time to make me seem more acceptable, those are my ways and I solved the Socrates problem of knowing thyself.