People are acting as if my thinness is normal
My weight, body mass and fatness yet everybody called me thin was never normal, and my gut and still being skinny when only one man believes me isn't normal. I have an eating problem, and I was born with an eating problem and I was never diagnosed. I don't know what the problem is, I was eating lite foods, like sweetener and low fat foods and genuinely fat-free items, does that mean I'm naturally thin? Do you think my body is natural? It's not, it's a serious problem. I was worried that I while I can't lose weight was always getting thinner, I put on a bit more meat in my head and collar bone but it's no laughing matter, I don't think the food I'm eating is healthy, it's too lite, too slimming, I ate 1 gram of fat a day when I should eat 30 grams of fat, I don't know how to eat and I never knew how to eat. Even if I was educated in healthy eating the problem won't go away, I'd probably learn it correctly and take it the wrong way to mean I have to have no fat, salt or sweets whatsoever, not once, I was born to think that way, but I'm eating lollies sometimes, I hardly ever eat, why are most people calling me fat? I'm not fat, that gut doesn't prove I'm fat, the problem is I thought I was fat when I was slimming down, and I've got a gut and I'm pretty skinny and can see my collar bone, it was also a problem when I was bulking up, 78 kilos and people kept telling me I had no weight, this pissed me off. I feel better when I do eat, I even like marmalade (with sugar) on toast when most of the time I eat a sugar-free marmalade. I don't need these weight loss foods, it's making me too thin, I need a normal diet and a normal body.