Picking up used cigarettes?
I am so broke right now because I don't have a car or a job, and I'm a smoker, and I can not afford even cigarettes. So just about every day, I walk about 3/4 of a mile down the road from my apartment to where the shopping centers are; grocery store, quick trip, numerous other stores, and start walking around the parking lots of these places looking for half smoked cigarettes or even cigarettes with just a couple puffs left on them, and start picking them up and collecting them, putting them in my pocket. And I've seen people look at me while doing that, and I'm embarrassed about it. But I also need nicotine and this is the only way I can get it for free. Is walking around parking lots picking up cigarettes making me look like a bum to the people seeing me do this? And I know that they're not just thinking I dropped something because sometimes there may be 3 or 4 quarter or half cigarettes laying in the same little area and they're seeing me bend down again and again picking up the different cigarette bits. I know that the people seeing me do this are thinking I'm a dirty derelict, vagrant, hobo.