Random panic attacks
I feel like I'm the only person I have ever encountered that can be somewhat normal day to day with very little issues this can go on for weeks at a time until I go through these fazes where I will get extreme panic attacks at random. Its always so unpredictable. I will feel completely fine and normal and then something will trigger it. When I get them they tend to happen back to back for a while until they fade away. Ill forget that I have this issue because I'll feel normal until it comes back.
It could be something so small as someone unexpectedly asking me something at the store. Ive learned to cope with it but when it happens my motor skills are effected greatly. Ill be able to conversate awkwardly but if I were to need to tie my shoe or do something that requires motor skills I would have great difficulty doing it. My body language also gets stiff and awkward when it happens. It gets to the point where I can not hide it. You can tell something is wrong.
Ill start getting depressed because it will keep happening and then it will fade away again and I'll be back to normal, I almost forget I have problems, until it returns. Ive been ignoring it my whole life but it affects my quality of life. I dont know how to fix it. I dont think I can. I think it's not psychological it's something wrong with my brain.