Reality's addicted to fucking you over

Of all that's good people only define good as outside of other people's good and therefore it's good to deviate from the world, it's good that my God allows my irreducible freedom, without a rule book, I can even push it to include no rules, no morals.

But the consequences linger, somebody will be jealous, an asshole and fuck it up.

The want the end of that self of mine, to change, but to be normal and regular is to spend 60 years unchanged, and to do this is part of manhood.

I don't know if you're a man or a monster, you seem like cute beasts to me (a man is a beast).

But that doesn't detract from the fact that there is no desired reality, it's a glitch in your mind waking up so you can scream.

Reality's such a shock, it's a shock that teenagers don't do as they're told, and it's a shock that people aren't pleasing you, it's a shock what religion has done as a tradition, it's the creation of evil people, when free religion, to do what you want isn't much of an authority, moralists hate that, and as something with no morals it shocks them, people already think my religion's shocking, the fact I can do what I want has shocked so many backwards, childish adults who think religion shouldn't be Puritan, and shouldn't allow free drinking, and shouldn't allow sex talk, but there's no such thing, I'm a dissolute person, loose with my morals, the fact that moral people push the good on you by making you caught in wrongdoing is a shock to the system, that moral people can bite your toes, and yell at you, and misperceive your manners is the biggest shock of them all.

Reality's just addicted to fucking you over.