Religion makes me uncomfortable
Ever since I was a child I never felt comfortable with being religious. I was raised by Catholic influences.
I never felt comfortable because the questions I have made out to be agnostic or an atheist. These questions include:
Is this God real?
Where did this God come from?
Is the bible used as a ploy to get people to believe?
How did this God create fully mature humans (Adam and Eve) when we evolved from primates?
Don't even get me started with praying at a church! I always feel uncomfortable listening to a bunch of people sound like mind controlled, hypnotized zombies. I pretend to pray inside my head, when really, I would want to get out of there. I mean I would refuse to get married in a church if praying was involved! I understand that others do believe, I'm just not for it.
Everyone in my family is religious and I feel excluded during family gatherings. I'm the only one in my family who truly isn't religious. Instead I turn to witchcraft since I feel really connected to the earth. I feel the effects of each moon cycle and feel euphoria on nature walks. I'm collecting gemstones, candles, salts, and sage.