Self mutilation/scab eating. iin??
I'm 23 years old, and for as long as I can remember I have bitten my nails (sometimes they bleed) and cuticles, created/picked and ate scabs, and picked and ate my boogers. I don't know why I do this, but all I can say is that the compulsion to do this is so strong I can't deny it.
I often will scratch or pick at my scalp until several spots (I currently have about 8) become scabbed over. I will constantly pick and eat these scabs over and over again for weeks.
If I injure myself or get bug bites, I will pick at them until it has in some cases gotten infected.
I also get cold sores very often (my whole family does) they are always very large and on my upper lip. I will pick at these PAINFUL sores until they bleed just to eat the scab. It hurts, badly, and causes the healing time to be 5x's as long
I don't know how to stop, or why I do this.
Any advice?? This is 100% true and I am suffering and asking for help.