Should i try mdma because of this?

as someone who takes drugs i'd have to say no purely because of the reason you're taking them. you'll take the molly, you'll feel fucking amazing for a while, then you'll come down and the first thought you have will be 'i wanna get high again'. you'll be less motivated to improve your current situation (especially the social life stuff) because if you want to have fun you'll just pop a molly. drugs are something to take when you're already feeling content in life, if you take them when you're feeling bad then you're on the fast track to dependence.

also molly is more of a social, party drug. i'd take something else if you're gonna be solo. but if you're gonna ignore all of this and do it anyway for the love of god buy a test kit and don't take more than 100mg for your first dose (unless you're pretty heavy, then go to 150mg)

Take a break from masturbating entirely, and stop using pornography too!

Are you a guy? Because if you're a guy your dick is going to shrivel up until it's the size of a micropenis and you'll have trouble pissing whilst on ecstacy. All the same, that wears off and it's an incredible drug; there's nothing like the high.

I like computer related digital art, and 3D design , as long the obstacles are solved and i'm not frustrated as result of not being able to achieve my goals there, i'm very inclined to liking it, then.

taek as much as u can, everytim I taek it, I end uppp wit a bich, it dat simple dawg :3

Try MDMA with good friends you trust.

MDMA will bring you feelings of warmth and empathy. It stimulates your senses. The sky will look beautiful and bigger and the world will feel like a friend. I can't stress enough to you though, only friends you trust. I'd recommend it to anyone but don't use it often. It's a life changing experience.

Buy a hooker. Its better than being addicted to porn. At least you are actually fucking a woman.