Sick of anxiety
I am so sick of having anxiety and nothing working. I have pushed out of my comfort zone so many times and im in cognitive behavioural therapy for the SECOND time. Im currently having extreme anxiety over going on a date with a person ive already seen several times and unfortunately I cant have a drink to calm down because my head hurts so much, a typical physical symptom of my anxiety. I also feel extremely lightheaded and dizzy and my stomach is upset and alcohol would only make me dizzier, though at times when my anxiety is less physical alcohol tends to help a lot. I have been offered pills several times but im scared to try because most people I know whos been on pills for anxiety and depression it has messed them up even more so I guess its just about finding the right thing to do that calms your mind naturally but I dont know what that would be im just ranting right now because im so tired of this shit and anyone whos experienced it im sure you can relate (leave advice if you have any pls)