Skeletal structure problems.
I guess the title sounds more severe then it actually is, but uhhhh, I am a guy who likes to try and stay in shape, but a number of factors when I was younger threw my back out of wack in a way that the lower part is always in pain because it has a small.....don't really know how to describe it but some days it affects my motion so I can't bend over, just stand up straight, like thrashing pain, also before I was so broke I had to stop going my chiropractor told me I had an uneven pelvis, so when I sit on my small but, it always feels akward rather then comfortable, in fact siting on a cushiony couch or laying down is they only thing that's comfortable. Since I gave up smoking last year I wanted to try and get better cardiovascular health bye jogging again, I'm only 21, but I'm afraid my retarded back will hold me back. Why is life so mean to me, and what the hell can I do? I just feel like nothing is worth it anymore, I'm always angry because all I can do is lift weights and that's it, that and walk.