This godforsaken life

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Do you think reality's beautiful? It's not, it's distressing and it's like this for me as it is for everyone, they're just not facing reality, for reality's scary.

Somebody wants to destroy your success, you get confronted with a warning for whatever's good, it's like that with me, successful people, moral people, religious people are scary.

For it has one solution, to be æsthetic as I am listening to Mozart, despising men and avenging myself upon them.

If my housemate didn't have psychopathic tendencies my identity wouldn't have been so painfully difficult in the first place!

The reality is I feel the need to get out of the house to keep away from my housemate, as my housemate does likewise to keep away from me.

But what use is ever getting out?, for me it's lights out and me going to sleep!

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  • KholatKhult
    2 years ago

    Oopsie daisies someone’s having an episodey wodey

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      Of course you would have an episode over the shit that goes on.

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  • LornaMae
    2 years ago

    This housemate and you are the same person, right?

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      There's two of us, I don't live on my own.

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      • LornaMae
        2 years ago

        Would you like to?

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        • normal-rebellious
          2 years ago

          One day, not now.

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          • LornaMae
            2 years ago

            Aww, I think you just really need that hug from someone who's drinking all the shampoo in the house!

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  • Ummitsstillme
    2 years ago

    The irony is mozart created masterpieces while dealing with so many greater threats than we fragile people could imagine.

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      Interesting. I didn't know Mozart had a bad life.

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  • 1234tellmethatyoulovememore
    2 years ago

    I remember having my psychotic episode on here. Fun times.

    God bless you.

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      Yeah, psychotic episode, 🕵 what about that it's just normal?

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  • dude_Jones
    2 years ago

    Don’t forget your friend the
    Lithium. Mr Lithium is your buddy.

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      Shut up.

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  • drinkalltheshampoointhehouse
    2 years ago

    Is this Hans? Aww, I'd give you a hug if you wanted

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      Aww, thanks!

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      • drinkalltheshampoointhehouse
        2 years ago

        🫂

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  • RoseIsabella
    2 years ago

    Does your housemate wet the bed?

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    • normal-rebellious
      2 years ago

      No he doesn't.

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      • RoseIsabella
        2 years ago

        Well, that's good.

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        • normal-rebellious
          2 years ago

          Heheh! We sleep in our own separate beds, even though almost all the time I sleep on the couch, not exactly an activity people are comfortable with. And to be me is to enforce myself to have some me time just being, "not doing".

          It goes without any dramas that all I want is a blissful, ordinary, mundane life, nothing above the usual.

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          • RoseIsabella
            2 years ago

            Do you have to share a room?

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            • normal-rebellious
              2 years ago

              Yeh, of course, we live in the same house but we sleep in our own bedrooms, this man is belligerent and I'm starting to understand what trouble I can make from what upsets him.

              If like at 27 years old I was anti-rebellious it prevents a whole lot of trouble, but being 25-28 in the now is worth fighting for.

              I was always something, but the role of "Either/Or" or the pessimist is getting old, and I should be the Hegelian and the anti-perfectionist, if it's possible that my anti-perfectionism makes the doctor blow smoke up my arse then yes this is 🆗.

              I'm not risking being treated as crazy by any quirks but I would fit in better if I didn't spend time with any of the billions of them, if I was doing nerdy things and was an intellectual and a genius, I suppose I'm doomed, because I would be doomed for being anything good, I've done these "good" things all my life and it didn't work, the point is we live together and don't get along.

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