This is a werid dream that i have had for the past six years
When I was a kid I use to have a imagery friend named Lisa she was a red haired girl who I use play with things like hide and seek usual kid stuff.
I of course grew out of it but soon I began to have dreams about a red haired woman who is beautiful in ways that I can't describe at first she didn't say much and she would appear briefly but soon she told me she was Lisa.
At first we would just talk I would tell about my life and the things I have been up to and she would just lesson and smile.
I would ask her what she was up to and she would say not much.
But to make a long story short it got weirder it got sexual I didn't think much of it because I was aware none of it was real and she was the one to really want it.
It would happen as that every so often but it got really werid it would start with us being in a dark room she dosent say anything and is just smiling.
I can't move and then she begins to mutilate me with her bare hands she dosent say anything she just dose it and smiles.
In some dreams I can talk when she dose this and I ask why is she doing this and she doesn't say anything if anything she gets more creative with how she dismembers me.
Sometimes she will eat the flesh she has removed other times she will do other things.
I wonder how something I made as a friend when I was a little kid became what it is now it kind of depresses me because she use to be nice.
The dream happens about two or three times a month usually on Sunday's Thursday's and Tuesday's.
What dose this dream mean and how can I stop it at this point it's not really disturbing but really annoying?