This is embarrassing.
I have never had sex before. That being said I had an interesting dream the other night. In my dream from what I remember I was with a friend I often flirt with a lot. We were in band, and judo together in high school and we go to the same church so we see each other a lot. In my dream... We had... Sex. I was about to orgasm when I woke up with my hand in my panties.
Ever since I can't get him or my dream out of my head. I have the biggest crush on him right now and all I want to do is well have the real thing and be with him, but I can't look at him now without blushing and thinking of my dream. Is this normal and what do I do to get my head back on straight? We are good friends I don't want to loose that.