To be so hurt
my loving wife of 35 years died 8months ago . a month ago i got documents in post . among them was letters and diaries she had in bank box . . to my horror i find words of my own wifes hand writing letters to me that she never sent . confessions of affairs .telling me how sorry she was that she loved me but was never in love with me . even one saying our 2nd child is not mine . i gave my life to this woman .i cant believe all this .