To pick my ears with my hair?

Since I was 16, I've been addicted to picking my ears. It started in art class. I was bored and was tickling all around my entire ear with a pencil, decided to go in my ear! And since then, I loved sticking things in there. I discovered hair was the most pleasurable thing to pick my ear with at age 18! I'm 25 now but since then I've only picked with my hair!

BUT.. The way I do it is a bit different. It's really hard to describe. It's something you'd have to see me do. But anywho, I'll try to explain the way I do it:

First, I get a few strands of hair, enough to make a thin strand. I put that strand over the tip of my pointer finger then shove it in my ear! I begin to scratch my ear with it. I swirl my finger around deeper and deeper! And the hair makes it real pleasurable. When I get far enough, I take my finger out. The hair usually stays in my ear. Then I slowly pull the hairs out and it feels great!!!!

Also, I like to smell the hair. I like the earwax smell ( ewww!) but I will repeat this process till my ears are dead and dry!!!

I LOVE to do it when my ears start to produce wax and they're a little wet!! It feels great and I love the smell!!

I know I sound crazy. But I've been addicted to this for sometime. If I notice my ears are wet, I'll stop whatever I'm doing JUST to do this ritual of mine!! Yikes!!!