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so my ex broke up with me 2 years ago. we had a great time when we were in a relationship. she is married now and I have no contact with her after the breakup. but still, I watch our video having sex and love to masturbate is it okie> is it going to affect my future relationship
Unless you're still not over her emotionally, I wouldn't worry about it.
In every relationship I've ever been in, the most potent whack-off fantasies involved the previous woman I'd been in a relationship with. That was so even when my opinions of the previous woman were very negative. Hell, there are a couple of sexual memories of my first wife that I still occasionally return to in masturbation fantasies, even though that was forty years ago, she's a despicable person, and she screwed me over in many ways.
As long as you're happy with your current sexual activity and relationship status, I see nothing wrong with you using your video to get off.
The only possible impact I could see this having on future relationships is if the woman happens to find out that you've kept the video, and/or learns that you've been using it as a masturbatory aid. I know many women have fantasies of previous or imaginary partners buzzing around in their heads when they're masturbating or having sex with their present partner, but not many would be happy to know that their man was doing the same. Most women much prefer to believe that they're all their guy needs.