What is this that i'm experiencing?

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I don't know what I feel, I feel really confused and fearful all the time.
I try to find if there's other people that feel the same but I don't know how to describe it.
I don't feel human, I feel like I'm something else and I'm trapped in a nightmare or virtual reality or coma and I don't understand this world. I try to but I can't and it's all so overwhelming. I feel like I'm the only one who sees everything that's wrong in this situation, like all the less obvious stuff. Nothing seems real, I feel like I need to escape but I don't know how. I don't feel like I belong here.
I think there's something wrong with me but I'm not sure what.
I try to find out what this is but I can't and it's annoying.
I try to think how the world should be but I don't feel like I'm supposed to exist anywhere.
Does anyone know what this is?

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  • Anewbis
    7 years ago

    To me what you describe sounds like the cusp of depersonalization / derealization, which is a subset of the anxiety spectrum.

    You are most certainly not alone in feeling this way and it helps to find others in your area going through the same shit. There is a 'through' it btw.

    ...kinda wish somebody had told me that back when it mattered.

    Best of luck.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      7 years ago

      Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it, thank you <3

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  • jsnpq
    7 years ago

    What Anewbis said, bad case of anxiety. You need psyche meds. See a psychiatrist or even your family doctor ASAP. You don't have to feel that way anymore. There are lots of very effective medications you can take, you will start feeling better in no time

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  • Rusty-Rider
    7 years ago

    Stop taking recreational drugs for a month and see how you feel.

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