When friend dies in computer games i defend his corpse until dying.
So I have this friend, when he dies in computer games (Left 4 Dead for example, it is a zombie survival first person shooter) I gather explosives and run next to his corpse and defend it until I am overrun. When I am about to die I get down beside them and I detonate everything around me in a giant explosive fireball, killing myself (and surrounding zombies). I only act that way with this particular friend, and I know I would act the same way with my girlfriend if she had a computer where she is currently.
I feel and think that if my girlfriend, or friend *and* girlfriend died (In real life that is), I would very probably lay down beside them and kill myself on the spot.
Is this normal?