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Theres literally toxic sludge that smells like shit coming out of that hole atleast once a day. But I still see a girls butthole and automatically wanna stick things in it. When I stop and think about it it seems so weird. But when I see it in person it looks so right.
Classic lizard-brain/higher-brain conflict.
Most likely, much of what's going on is the thrill of taboo-breaking.
It's almost certain that you'll have no conscious recollection of it, but stuck somewhere way down in your brain is the memory of your mother expressing revulsion for shit. So the very young version of yourself accepted that everything to do with the anal area was disgusting, and at least part of your attraction to anal is the thrill of being a very, very naughty boy.
It's also very possible that you've trained yourself to find anal sex exciting by watching lots of porn that features it.
Regardless of what's going on in your head and what happens to your dick when you see a butthole and the reasons for that, the only thing that really matters is what the owner of the butthole thinks and feels about anal sex.
Took me forever to convince my ex to let me thrash her ass with my fat woody but she finally agreed and she loved it.
"Fuck me, you naughty boy!".
She was hot. Well, until one time a little bit of hard poop was on my cock. She didn't look so hot after that.
Feelings of arousal can override feelings of disgust, this phenomenon is normal.