Why does my teacher restrict my ability to do art
So my art teacher when teaching won’t let me design it in sharpies, literally doesn’t want me to and says that, we are doing color theory, artwork doesn’t matter for the project just the color. That was two days ago, and today we were doing a project Digitally. I do better work on the computer with a tablet then a mouse but he wouldn’t let me use one, when like it is a smaller one so it’s would take space and etc. He didn’t even give me a good excuse. Just that this is his room. Technically it’s also another teachers room, who the other teacher was happy to help me with the new tablet. I color things in sharpie for outlines to help with color ideas, as I forget and change designs quickly, and it’s my color style in how’ve I outline. He literally is not allowing me the mediums to do my best work I possibly can. And when I’m stressed he won’t let me take a break and do my own drawing, as doodles help me to calm down. He literally said if you need to calm down and feel leas stressed he would let you.
Another teacher I had limited my mediums too but He let me use tablets after I was done, he let the kids draw their own personal stuff when they were done or stuck.
I personally right now have no want for art. I have art challenges to submit stuff for but I lost all will to draw because I just can’t. If I have to deal with him next shop week I’m going to have a total nervous breakdown instead of just the two anxiety attacks I have had so far. I honestly want to hit him but obviously that’s a bad idea. I argue with him about these things and that’s the reason I have anxiety attacks, as I get anxious when I talk to people and they act overly negative towards me or what im doing.