Why would i think to care about nobody else?

I'm addicted to selfishness, then I'll do it, whatever I want. I'm bad.
I was actually doing things for people, it was about Einstein, it was about mum, it was about the strangers, it was about the weirdos, it was about everyone including myself, without exception. Even if I wanted to be different to you, it was about you. Isn't it funny that it's good to do that when you treat me like a criminal, like it's bad that I do that? I don't think touching people is doing anything, what one man in the world decided that touching was evil? What difference does it make? I'm a bad person, I only found out recently not to touch. People find me creepy but am I creepy? Yes, since the creeps is a mental feeling, your feelings are in your mind. Everything in the world is this one thing, the intention to quell a selfless person, that's why you act selfishly, you're not even doing it purposely, but selflessness will quell you in the end. But I'm starting to think beliefs as they always have been aren't looking out for me, it's true there's a lot of dead good people, I think people doing the same things all their lives are wasting their lives.