Ww3, should i be ready to die,..
..I have been preparing for death by what I can do before death becomes to painful.. of course I have no idea how, when, where, how? But is it normal to think about how I can just go ahead and die now "happy and peaceful" by own my own choice of when, where and how? by just going to sleep peacefully and drift in to unconscious. But, I am Not ready yet.. I still have hope.. But you never know. How will you know?