Yall is it normal to wanna torture and kill my crush?

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ok so hopefully i dont ramble. I wanna kill my crush. Im so jelous that hes so feminine and cute, and i’m obsessed with him and it hurts. I wanna tie him to a tree and beat him with a hot metal bat that i left in the sun all summer. I wanna duct tape his mouth shut and tie his hands together and butt fuck him with a horse cock strap-on in a bathroom stall, and make it hurt. When ever i talk to him the words “im gonna murder him” repeat in my head. I drew me raping him on a sticky note and in a notebook. I hate him so much because of my thoughts. this happens with anyone i romanticly like btw
I hope this makes sense I am not that good at english and i do not have a translater right now. ty

NOT RELATED TO THIS my discord is xyster0#7428 if someone can be my therapist pls i cant afford real therapy pls and ty

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  • Iambillythemenacetosociety
    9 months ago

    I wouldn't search for a therapist here.

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  • Tommythecaty
    9 months ago

    Edge lord level 100000000000

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  • TheAmateurStrongmanCompetitor
    9 months ago

    he might butt fuck you if it turns around on you or he'll might torture you, the hell with him he might realize one day what he had and lost if he doesn't already he will be tortured soon by not having you if he's not already

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  • Cuntsiclestick
    9 months ago

    I know nothing about your neck of the woods, but maybe you should look into government programs that can pay for doctors? This place doesn't have qualified therapists that can help you.

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  • Anonnet
    9 months ago

    Meanwhile, on the 100% Normal side of IIN...
    I kinda wonder what the psychology is behind having violent thoughts about a romantic interest. Is it a possessive "I don't want you loving anyone else" thing, or is it something else?

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    • SkullsNRoses
      9 months ago

      My theory (that I just thought of) is that if someone is shown limited or no affection as a child they may simply not know what to do with their feelings of love or attraction so they come out as violence.

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  • Vvaas
    9 months ago

    umm i think u should see a doctor bestie xoxo

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    • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk
      9 months ago

      homey needs to see doctor lechter

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  • FLeak56
    9 months ago

    This is why I fear girl

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    • ospry
      9 months ago

      I love lamp

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  • DrPissenschitz
    9 months ago

    You can't stop intrusive thoughts from occurring. You can choose not to dwell on them or try to dismiss them, but people don't have control over what thoughts enter their mind. I agree that OP's fixating on it is really unhealthy though

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